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Blind Man's Bluff
03:33
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Greetings and salutations
all you fruit left on the vine
by all my calculations
we haven’t got a lot of time
Gonna get right down to the point
and I’ll try to make it quick
throw it all against the wall
and see if anything sticks
Putting away my shovel,
Cause digging didn’t get me rich
I’m not looking for trouble
just looking for a way to scratch this itch
Ain’t got no words of wisdom
and no philosophy
we’re all just little drops of rain
falling in an endless see
I didn’t make that up
but i heard it and its worth repeating
Just a blind man’s bluff
with my eyes tight shut sometimes
I do a little peeking
Shedding these chains and shackles
soon as I find the key
All these years imprisoned
mistaken identity
I once had a destination
athough I never really went
When you arrive at a conclusion
You cease to be intelligent
I didn’t make that up
but i heard it and its worth repeating
Just a blind man’s bluff
with my eyes tight shut sometimes
I do a little peeking
I know
Even if at times I look a bit confused
I see
Even if at times I turn away
Heading back down the mountain
abandoning the climb
To anyone still counting
it was all a big waste of time
After turning over every stone
I only found one clue
Do what you wanna be
and Be what you wanna do
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2. |
Surely Not Me
03:57
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Who’s to say surely not me
One man’s forest is another man’s trees
Plenty fish and Moby Dick in the deep blue sea
Who’s to say, surely not me
Little man, great big wall
Hammer in hand gonna make wall fall
All he want’s on the other side
Farther away the harder he tries
Bang, bang, not a dent or scratch
Man has a massive heart attack
But he’s over that wall, at peace at last
Six feet below the greener grass
Who’s to say surely not me
One man’s forest is another man’s trees
Plenty fish and Moby Dick in the deep blue sea
Who’s to say, surely not me
Man hear squeak, man sets trap
Waits all week for trap to snap
Man obsessed with little mouse
Forgets the elephant is in the house
On hands and knees man no fun
Elephant thinks he's an ottoman
Elephant sits, elephant bushed
Mouse goes squeak, man goes squoosh
Who’s to say surely not me
Round, round till you hit the wall
The thicker you are the harder you fall
Wasted time? Who’s to say
Times worth only what you’re willing to pay
Who’s to say surely not me
One man’s forest is another man’s trees
Plenty fish and Moby Dick in the deep blue sea
Who’s to say, surely not me
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3. |
This Ol' Dog
02:52
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This ol dog
Got a story to tell
and a couple old tricks
he still does very well
comes when you call
can fetch with the best
like any ol dog
you get what you get
And the world keeps spinning round me
This old tree
I’ve watched for awhile
Kinda sways with the breeze
Got a great tree style
Dropped a big limb
on my old Subaru
Had a big laugh
cause that’s just what ol trees do
And the world keeps spinning round
things you know come and go
And the world keeps spinning round me
This old house
seen a lot of life
and at least one death
the old owner’s first wife
been great for the kids
ate up all my dough
just lost my job
it's time to let it go
And the world keeps spinning round
things you know come and go
And the world keeps spinning round me
This old dog
he's got some fight
Still barking up trees
some of them wrong
some of them right
Got a great poker face
he knows how it goes
gotta dig deep
and trust your nose
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4. |
Great Unknown
04:25
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Tossed and turned and falling down
My kingdom for some solid ground
Wind is whipping and the flags all torn
On a leaky boat in a perfect storm
Baton the hatches first things first
it’s gonna get bad before it gets worse
two typhoons hitting back to back
followed by a long slow fade to black
I swear I can hear angels singing
or am I just afraid to be alone
Ending just like the beginning
Sailing straight into the great unknown
Sound the alarm, send up a flare
pray to God that God’s out there
Thunder crashes, lightening hits
If that’s God she must be pissed
Squashed and stretched like an old cartoon
underneath a Gleason moon
I can laugh now, but it took some time
Like a long joke with a great punchline
I swear I can hear angels singing
or am I just afraid to be alone
Ending just like the beginning
Sailing straight into the great unknown
Timbers shiver before they break
But I won’t make that same mistake
Gonna raise my glass to the raging sea
And count my blessings, one, two, three
I swear I can hear angels singing
or am I just afraid to be alone
Ending just like the beginning
Sailing straight into the great unknown
Gonna raise my glass to the raging sea
And count my blessings, one, two, three
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5. |
Lucky
03:17
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When I grow tired
Dragging my feet
Enduring the moments
Awkward and cheap
You got the order
But I got something
You’ll never be
Because I’m Lucky
Always been Lucky
So Goddamned Lucky
Like You wouldn’t believe
You see me so happy
Sweeping the street
Yeah I got a job
Keeping things neat
It always will mean
What it always will be
Because I’m Lucky
Always been Lucky
So Goddamned Lucky
Like You wouldn’t believe
Iain’t no cliché
I’ve said this before
So gritty and urban
Like an old ice cream whore
But I’ve been blessed
to give it away
Because I’m Lucky
Always been Lucky
So Goddamned Lucky
Like You wouldn’t believe
I’ve grown tired of being discreet
I fell down your church steps
Broken and steep
I was blind
But now I see
Because I’m Lucky
Always been Lucky
So Goddamned Lucky
Like You wouldn’t believe
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6. |
Gypsy Girl
04:16
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I met a Gypsy Gig outside the lines
Said I need some redemption would you be so kind
She said, I can be kind and I can be cruel
You take the risk but I make the rules
She picked out the tallest of all the tall trees
“you must climb to the top to be with me”
I grabbed a low branch and it didn’t feel good
but I climbed much better than I thought I could
Got a little bit queasy when I got real high
But I pushed passed my fear with my eyes to the sky
The view from the top was painfully clear
My Gypsy Girl disappeared
Down by the river a year to the day
That Gypsy Girl again came my way
“I know you can climb”, she said with a grin
“Now I’d like to find out if you can swim
This river is deep this river is wide
I’ll be waiting for you if you survive
Without hesitation I jumped in the flow
The current was vicious, the water was cold
I clawed and I kicked and if truth can be told
The fear for my life was good for my soul
I crawled onto shore on my hands and my knees
There was no one there waiting for me
Well a couple more verses were eventually sung
where I learned I could dig and learned I could run
But the love that she’d dangled was only tease
Like a promise of summer on a warm autumn breeze
She’d broken my heart but she opened my world
I’ll always be grateful to that Gypsy Girl
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7. |
Paradise Again
04:19
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Out like a light in a bad dream
everything back to the way it had been
smoke is pouring from smoke stacks
cars stalled and the highway's pack
I'm on the cellphone, I got a big mac
and I'm listening to talk radio
My dream rolls on out of control
temperatures hot I'm deep in a hole
about to burst, about to break
about that time thank God I wake
In paradise
I squeeze some fruit and I open my eyes
another day in paradise
I'm getting old but I'm feeling good
living like I never ever thought I could
I got sixty acres and a water view
eat nuts and berries and a ton of fruit
I peddle to everywhere I go
the simple life in survival mode
In paradise
[BREAKDOWN]
I don't feel chosen I don't feel saved
I don't feel lucky or particularly brave
might have been rapture, I don't know
but I figure somebody would have told me so
boys were boys and that ain't good
dog ate dog like you knew they would
there was global warmth and lack there of
a little bit of all of the above
A world finally rid of it's pain
spins and begins again
the sun and moon still shine
all the stars dance in the sky
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8. |
One Drink
03:19
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I haven’t got a leg to stand on
And I’m slumped on my barstool
Been drinking more than I planned on
Spinning in a sad whirlpool
But I ignored the warnings
And she’s gone for good this time
Now I’m all tangled up in that sad storyline
Tomorrow if I can I’ll take it like a man
But tonight I’ll take it one drink at a time
I should just stop talking
Nothing’s making sense anymore
that’s the risk when you mix cheap whiskey
With tears on a barroom floor
But there’s no stopping it now
The demons are all out
And the dark stars have all aligned
Tomorrow if I can I’ll take it like a man
But tonight I’ll take it one drink at a time
This ones for forgetting my forever
And this one’s for the way we used to be
Here’s to the hope I can’t remember
What became of whatshername and me
I really should be going
There’s nothing left on these bushes and trees
See which way the wind is blowing
Let the rain have it’s way with me
But that last one hit the spot
I just about forgot
How her sad dark eyes could shine
Tomorrow if I can I’ll take it like a man
But tonight I’ll take it one drink at a time
A little Irish wake for my best mistake
Gonna take it one drink at a time
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9. |
Queen of Hearts
03:34
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She's got a terrible beauty,
Like that of a fallen queen
On the run from observation
And the shadow of the guillotine
But she doesn't hide all about the fall
Her eyes don't lie, they tell it all
I've heard it said, she's so insane,
She's dancing in the rain
She had her own glass slippers,
she had a handsome prince
She thought she'd dance forever,
But the music stopped when midnight hit
But she doesn't cry, she's not that strong
Doesn't wonder why it all went wrong
I've heard it said, she's so insane,
She's dancing in the rain
The Queen of Hearts has come apart
Her sandcastle lost the battle with the tide
So she puts on her rusty crown
And what's left of the royal gown
And the streetlights turn to diamonds
Through the raindrops in her eyes
She's a chalk drawn sidewalk picture,
On a street of pouring rain
All the colors run together
And all the dreams are washed away
A graceful turn a pirouette,
The lessons learned she wont forget
And then she bows as if to say,
Thank you for the rain
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10. |
Heads Or Tails
03:32
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Fat cat made such a racket
Woke me up from my dream
A terrible howl, that cat’s meow
Sounded like a baby’s scream
Sounded just like a baby’s scream
A bull ran wild through the Market
Left a fortune broken on the floor
The horse long gone from the barn
Too late to lock the door
It’s too late to lock the door
You could say it’s all cliché
But I say déjà vu
The coin spins, it’s heads they win
And tails I lose
I guessed at the combination
And the safe just opened up
Like a mousetrap rigged to snap
I could look but I couldn’t touch
I could look but I couldn’t touch
Spun to the left, spun to the right
Then things got really bad
So I gambled my bits and pieces
Now I’m living off dribs and drabs
Been living off dribs and drabs
She offered me the first one free
“In fact” she said “Take two”
Cause in the end it’s heads she wins
And tails I lose
Carny barker barking lies
Card shark deals then hypnotize
Set you up and steal the prize
With your eyes wide open
You get so hard you get so mad
You move through life like a yellow cab
Till you’ve become just as bad
And equally revolting
There’s things I’ve done I don’t regret
and things I’ve done I do
So I do my best to just forget
And always start brand new
I always start brand new
There’s two sides to every story
They say that like it’s true
But in the end it’s heads they win
And tails you lose
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11. |
Belly Of The Beast
04:03
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Thinking out loud
with a troubled mind
inciting the crowd
with a twisted rhyme
Stirring up ghosts
in a minor key
The evilest ghosts
you’ll ever not see
Digging up bones
disturbing the peace
gonna rattle the cage
inside the beast
Gonna push my luck
and make it rain
and I’ll spin that wind
into a hurricane
Turn away now you're missing nothing good
I was born and abandoned and raised by wolves
I tried to rise above it but it always out of reach
So I settled in the muck in the belly of the beast
Blowing smoke
spewing ash
hitting new lows
below Johnny Cash
Gonna open that dam
and let it all flow
and ride that river
like a Rodeo
Turn away now you're missing nothing good
I was born and abandoned and raised by wolves
I tried to rise above it but it always out of reach
So I settled in the muck in the belly of the beast
Alone in the dark
Trouble in store
I’m Playing with fire
and a Ouiji board
I know what I am
never once hid it
I sold my soul
but at least I admit it
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12. |
Our Song
05:51
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I saw Willie Mays
At a Scottsdale Home Depot
He was looking for Garage Door Springs
At the far end of the 14th row
His wife stood there beside him
She was quiet and they both were proud
I gave them room but was close enough
That I heard him when he said out loud
This was my country
This was my song
Somewhere in the middle there
Though it started badly and it's ending wrong
This was my country
This frightful and this angry land
But it's my right if the worst of it might still
Somehow make me a better man
The sun is unforgiving and
There's nobody would choose this town
But we've squandered so much of our good will
That there's nowhere else will have us now
We push in line at the picture show
For cool air and a chance to see
A vision of ourselves portrayed as
Younger and braver and humble and free
This was our country
This was our song
Somewhere in the middle there
Though it started badly and it's ending wrong
This was our country
This frightful and this angry land
But it's my right if the worst of it might still
Somehow make me a better man
I've started something I can't finish
And I barely leave the house it's true
From here I see the future coming across
What soon will be beaches too
But that was him
I'm almost sure
The greatest centerfielder of all time
Stooped by the burden of endless dreams
His and yours and mine
He hooked each spring beneath his feet
He leaned over then he stood upright
Testing each against his weight
For one that had some play and some fight
He's just like us I want to tell him
And our needs are small enough
Something to slow a heavy door
Something to help us raise one up
This was my country
This was my song
Somewhere in the middle there
Though it started badly and it's ending wrong
This was God's country
This frightful and this angry land
But if it's his will
The worst of it might still
Somehow make me a better man
If it's his will
The worst of it might still
Somehow make me a better man
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Christopher Brown Mamaroneck, New York
Christopher Brown writes intelligent songs that unravel with the depth and sophistication of 4 minute novellas. He's a
seasoned artist taking stock of his life’s journey --victories and defeats, good days and bad -- with offhand insight and humor.
He wins over audiences with an organic stage presence, a honeyed rumble of a voice and an unteachable ability to always sound genuine and in the moment
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